So, imagine my surprise as I struggle with a bit of an identity crisis with the last year's events (I'll briefly recap):
- moving back to RTP
- new job that is a challenge for reasons I can't control but that the function of which I absolutely LOVE
- varner's dumb ass move of offing herself
- selling the harley
- giving birth to the most amazing kid on the planet
- oh yeah...and being on the LONGEST dry spell of my life with no end in sight b/c I never leave the damn HOUSE.
Maybe it's fueled by frustrations and anxiety, maybe it's the prescription my doctor has me on to help me 'speed myself' in my hormonally-screwed new body post baby...I don't know and (right now) don't care where it's coming from...because this $hit is KEWL. :)